Again, i find myself stuck in a rut. I tell myself i'll change. I say its going to work this time. I say i can do this and i say all sorts of things.
Very rarely it works though.
I am trying to change. I want to, more than ever. I know i have to cos being this way ain't doing anyone any good.
Talk it out.
Be patient.
Listen.
Shutup.
Ah well, school has been mad. Its one week to reunion dinner and the chores are piling up but the shitty thing is that there's so much to do and mother insists that we SPRING CLEAN. And i think, look i have to study. And then there's finals coming and then there are things to sort out and argh, everything just comes at one shot.