The recent turn of events caused me to think alot about life. Wondering if there's more to a person than the facade that he is hiding behind. Whether one can be so sure about his convictions that even if someone were to question it, he would never waver.
If one can even attempt to understand what someone is going through before questioning and giving the person a piece of his mind.
If one can try to feel for the person, to see it from his eyes before judging.
The conversation i had just now caused me to think. I was asked something and although i know i answered the question, i walked away thinking if that was the best answer i had given at that point. If it was such a good idea to even talk about that. If it was such a good idea to entertain that conversation. I walked away asking myself if i had answered the question with my heart.
If one does something that doesn't agree with what another person thinks, what are you to do? Give up what you want because you think the person means too much to you and you just don't want to hurt them? Go on with it because you think it's right and if you think what you're doing is right, you don't actually have to bother explaining it to anyone else?
Sat staring out of the window at the traffic passing. Wondering about life. Wondering if there will ever be a time where people are real. They say what they think and at the same time, not just say it, but mean it.
There's so much i'm feeling now. So much going through my head its hard to explain myself. I can't even understand myself, what more explain?
Life.
Sigh.